Is my Youtube channel ghosted?

Wats good everyone.
I'm struggling with a problem with finding my channel when i search it on youtube. So i created my channel back in October 2016. I changed my name 1 time because i wanted to go to another niche. When i search my name on youtube and i filter it to show only channels i browse thru so many pages with close to my name channels but i just cant find mine. I'm pretty sure that im ghosted from youtube most likely for buying views. My channel got 552 subscribers and the name is…

Is my Youtube channel ghosted?